Thursday, June 25, 2009

Little Pink Houses For You and Me



When Chris and I got married, 15 years ago, we were young. Too young. And this is the type of house we lived in. Although I think the picture of this house is nicer, you get the idea. The one we rented was more run down, and PINK.

We've come a long way, baby.

Where an empty highchair sat in the kitchen in hopes that a baby would one day fill it. It took far too long, and was far too painful. But six years later that dream came true.

Where the rent house was pink, and the age was old, and the roaches hung out.

Where the marriage was hard, and the pain was great, and the joys were few.

Where a little blond-haired girl had to live two different lives between her Mom and Dad's house, and fought the battles, and felt the pain associated with that daily.

Where the black lab named Molly lived.

Where the decision to be a full-time mom was made.

Where the locks were changed.

Where the decor of choice was "country."

Where there was NO dishwasher.

Where I first learned about "the Internet."

Where I once owned a cat.

And where I learned to be a wife, and a mom, and what perseverance really means.


Saturday, June 20, 2009

20 Years Ago Today


To my BEAUTIFUL daughter on her birthday.

Love yourself. Make peace with who you are and where you are at this moment in time.

Listen to your heart. If you can't hear what it's saying in this noisy world, make time for yourself. Enjoy your own company.

Try.
Take chances.
Make mistakes.
Life can be messy and confusing at times, but it is also full of surprises.

Be happy. When you don't have what you want, want what you have.

Make do. That's a well-kept secret of contentment.

There aren't any shortcuts to tomorrow. You have to make your own way. To know where you are going is only part of it. You need to know where you've been, too. And if you ever get lost, don't worry. The people who love you will find you. Count on it.

Life isn't days and years. It's what you do with the time and with all the goodness and grace that's inside you.

Make a beautiful life, because you are beautiful.

Much love,

Mom


Friday, May 29, 2009

Housecleaning





Time for a little housecleaning. I've taken some time off and now it's time to get back to business. I've recooperated from my first term back in school, but some things have defintely suffered.




Let's see....

*sending snarky emails to my friends. Gotta get back to that. :o)

*my kids closets. O.M.G. could we be anymore disorganized?

*laundry. Yes, time to actually put it away once it is folded instead of it collecting dust on the kitchen table.

*filing. Why is there still paper in this world? And how does it get out of hand so fast?

*taxes. Blech. I filed an extension and now the stacks of paper on the floor must get organized and the taxes submitted. I would really like to keep procrastinating on this one. But I'm too responsible for that.

*checkbook. I guess I should balance the checkbook and make sure that I haven't bounced checks all over town in the last 5 months.

*groceries. My family will be happy to at least have peanut butter and jelly back in the refrigerator. I am NOT a cook, so they don't expect much. Shut up.

*cleaning out the garage. Ewwwwww.

*playing taxi driver when the kids get out of school in 5 days. I just don't get how many mom's are excited about this? Yes it is nice to not have a schedule or get up early anymore...but hello? Do you know how long the summer can be?

*exercising. This has definitely dropped through the cracks and I have a plan to get into that bikini before summer's end. Not that I like the sun or should be in the sun, but you know. ;)

*reacquaint myself with my local Starbuck's barista. Miss them!

So now I will restrain from logging into Facebook and Twitter and try to go get some of these things done. See you around :o)


Thursday, May 21, 2009

Friday Fill-Ins

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1. Moving __sucks___.

2. _Live__ free.

3. My best quality is _I am always up for an adventure___.

4. _The devil is in the____ details.

5. In nearly 10 years, _I'll finally have a college degree__.

6. _Puppy kisses__are what I need right now!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _hanging with the fam____, tomorrow my plans include _partying with Dallas bloggers____ and Sunday, I want to __catch a movie with my girlfriends___!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Isn't She Lovely?


Kingston's Olivia Unbreak My Heart

Meet Livy. Sophie's niece.

Isn't she wonderful???

I couldn't be more pleased.

Life has a funny way of working out. Not always the way we invision.





Tuesday, April 14, 2009

You Asked For It


When I enrolled in design school, I didn't realize there would be times I would work on a project for days - without a shower, without food, with no time for ANYTHING.

Don't get me wrong. I love it. Well, almost. I love the fact I am there, learning about something I am passionate about. I love being in the classroom again. I enjoy my instructors and classmates, and I have even made new friends with some really cool people.

The latest project was a beating. The objective was to choose a current political situation worldwide, identify two opposing delegations (i.e. America and Japan, British and French, North and South Korea), and facilitate the design of spaces that would allow interaction and discussion between the two countries. Each of the delegates would require two private spaces, one semi-private space and and they would share a main space in which actual formal meetings would take place.

All of this in a 6 1/2 x 6 1/2 x 6 1/2 cube that we would construct from basswood sticks.

I wanted to slit my wrists.

Thankfully, it is complete, graded (I made an 80!) and we are off to the next project tomorrow night. Until then, I have to focus on project laundry, project housecleaning and project children. If they remember my name that is.

Stay tuned.




Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Moving Right Along


I think I am done now. I am ready to get back to the art of blogging and commenting. I miss rambling on about real life in my swanky kinda way. :o) So I pledge that there will be no more self- wallowing posts about grief, pain, and misfortune. I mean, who likes to open up their Google Reader each morning to more talk about those kinds of things?? Unless, God forbid, a new event arises.

KNOCK ON WOOD. CROSS ALL FINGERS.

But as my wise and wonderful Mom says, its not a matter of IF loss will be experienced again, its only a matter of WHEN. I hope it is a while.

On that note, I really have to give a shout out to all my bloggy friends and support system who emailed, commented and called me during this less-than-desirable time.

To Manic Mommy, Bossy, Biddy, Vuboq, Marathon Mom, and all you others out there who don't have a blog but found it in your heart to contact me anyway, THANK YOU. You are all wonderful human beings and I am lucky to call you friends.

Carry on. :o)